2AM thoughts

Do you feel that certain feeling when you’re all up at midnight and all of the negativity sums you up? When you feel your heart is like a tornado that once hit a town and there were actually no casualties, but you know the pain went and it happen. When you feel you are a poor, lonely, helpless stray dog who was never approached by anybody that could be your owner and companion and was never thought by anybody to be loved and cared? You feel the loneliness. They give you reasons to live yet they are killing you. You were there when they need you and when you need them, and they disappear like a bubble popped in the air in just a blink of an eye. Sometimes, all you have to say to yourself is to reject them all and make yourself to be a priority if they can’t make your their priority. But it is such a huge difference between what your mind is telling you and what your body is doing so. You cannot sleep thinking that you have let them sleep helplessly but they don’t do and feel the same towards you. It is such a hard feeling. But you know, after you close my eyes and open it for tomorrow, the tornado that once hit the town will also wash away all the heaviness and emptiness you feel inside. Just let yourself show its own feelings at the middle of the night where the people are sleeping and you are wide awake.