Why Love Hurts You

The reason why you hurt too much,

Is because you much love others than yourself

And that you love who cannot love you back,

When are you gonna stop chasing?

The reason why you love too much,

Is because that is what yourself wants to be

Yourself shouts for burning and eternal love,

And that no one is willing to give back the love like yours

One thing you should realize,

Is that you are as precious as a diamond

You are so difficult to find like in a million years,

You deserved to valued and treasured the most

Find someone who is willing to love you,

Love them even more, and pour your genuine love

Find someone who is willing to fight for you,

Love them even more, fight for both unbreakable love

How Sad People Love

I guess love is not made for the sad people,

And that they need to love theirselves first

But ironically, love is what they need the most,

Sad people, lunatic love

Who would be willing to love a sad one,

When they even can’t learn to love theirselves,

And so are you?

I guess happy people is not for the sad people

Happy ones needs to love just like them,

Sad ones needs to love themselves

But there’s these thing lonely people have,

Despair, misery, pain of too much love

To the point where they love sad,

Sad love that is unrequited

So, where will they pour their flaming love?

And then the sudden the realizations,

I guess love is not made for the sad people

2AM thoughts

Do you feel that certain feeling when you’re all up at midnight and all of the negativity sums you up? When you feel your heart is like a tornado that once hit a town and there were actually no casualties, but you know the pain went and it happen. When you feel you are a poor, lonely, helpless stray dog who was never approached by anybody that could be your owner and companion and was never thought by anybody to be loved and cared? You feel the loneliness. They give you reasons to live yet they are killing you. You were there when they need you and when you need them, and they disappear like a bubble popped in the air in just a blink of an eye. Sometimes, all you have to say to yourself is to reject them all and make yourself to be a priority if they can’t make your their priority. But it is such a huge difference between what your mind is telling you and what your body is doing so. You cannot sleep thinking that you have let them sleep helplessly but they don’t do and feel the same towards you. It is such a hard feeling. But you know, after you close my eyes and open it for tomorrow, the tornado that once hit the town will also wash away all the heaviness and emptiness you feel inside. Just let yourself show its own feelings at the middle of the night where the people are sleeping and you are wide awake.

Ironically Inevitable 

The reason why I want to be alone, 

Is because I don’t trust anyone  

The reason why I don’t want to be alone,     

Is because I don’t trust myself

The reason why I don’t enter a silent room,

Is because my misery screams and my despair roams     

The reason why I enter a dark room,   

Is because my spirit rises and my dark soul glooms

The reason why I want to live,

Is because death keeps seeking me 

The reason why I don’t want to live,

Is because death keeps hiding inside me      

The reason why I don’t smile

Is because my eyes lift a falling tear

The reason why I want to smile,

Is because my eyes hide its fear 

And in the darkness I was enlightened, 

In the agony I was threatened 

In the horror I was frighte,

And the memoir I chose not to end        

Haliging Walang Pundasyon

Unti-unting naghihilom ang lungkot na hindi panandalian, 

Kundi maluwat na pagkakaposas na nagkulong sa kanya sa mahabang panahon

Ang kanyang mga itim na hiblang sabog-sabog at bihira kung masuklay ay nagbalik sa pagkakaitim at pagkakakintab,

Luminis tignan ang mga damong singpuro ng pusong nagkubli ng pagsisisi, pagkalumbay, takot, at pangamba,

Ang naghalong itim at puting balahibong umusbong sa kanyang daluyan ng luha ay malinis na nagsilisan na tila may bagong pag-asang haharapin

Nanumbalik ang sigla ng mukhang noon ay bakas ang pagkahina, 

Ang dating mga matang nagsusumamo’t nangangamba ngayo’y panatag na

Ang bigat ng dalawang dahong baliktaran sa ilalim ng matatangos na bundok na malamyang nakatiwangwang ay pawang nagsigaanan,

Marunong nang ngumiti ang dalawang dahon

Ang kanyang pagngiti ay ang pagkasigla ng aking puso at pagkabuhay ng aking pangarap,

Ang aking ama’y nagbalik na;